"My Dream, My Future"

     I spent five days  to write something about my dreams and my future, and now I'd like to share it with all my friends.

     The moment when others suddenly asked me about my future was the moment I realized that I should begin to think about it carefully.  I tried to write down all the future plans that I have had before in order to find something worth.  Looking at my list, I suddenly noticed that as the time went by, all my great future plans became dreams, but the small ones became true.

     At the age of 4, I had my first great future plan——being a painter.  The first time when I drew a pear I drew some dots on it as well whereas other children only drew the shape.  It made my parents believe I may be good at drawing.  Although they let me want to be a painter, I have nothing to do with a painter right now. 

     The plan was so far away from a 4-year-old girl that I hardly reached.  However, at the same time my other small plans were realized.  I planned to draw a picture and receive praise. I planned to do homework as fast as possible so that parents allowed me to play with my friends.

     Later when I was 13 or 14, my painter dream changed into teacher, for I loved reading books.  I planned to be the best .  I was successful in the plan of making some good friends,  and keeping learning.

     If you ask me this question in my childhood, I would say:" I want to be a teacher, a nurse, an accountant....and so on..." .  But now if you ask me this question, I will tell you I have three dreams, to be a respected person, life very colorful and beatific, and have a great job...

       First, I want to be a respected person.  I know many people want to be a famous person because they think maybe many people will adore and respected them, but in my opinion, I want to be an ordinary and not ordinary person.  The reason why I want to be an ordinary because I want to be a low-pitched person, and the reason why I want not to be an ordinary because I want to do things very high-key.  I also know if you want to be a respected person first you must respect the other people and respect yourself. 

     Second, I want my life will colorful and beatific.  I think life not only work hard, but also we must know how to enjoy your life.  Enjoy life doesn't waste money, we should use many to do some significant things.  For instance, we can contribute our money to help the poor and homeless children, we can travel to somewhere to see the nature scene, we can buy book or collect your interested things to enrich our life, we also can have time to play with your family......

     Third, I want to have a great job.  This job must to be interested because I can do every things very exciting. That job must can give me more colorful and feeling. 

     Maybe you will think my dream is so nice that maybe it will be not come true....but I want to try my best to come true my dream. I hope my life in the future will be successful.  I know everyone has own dream, so I hope your dream also comes true!!

     Life is full of changes.  After all it was not what I want to learn.  Then I decided to give it up and tried to get closer to my own future.  But what is my future?  And where is it?  I realized that my future was nearer.  My future plans will not be great, will not be impossible, and will not be far away. They should be reachable and realizable.  Sometimes, I asked myself what kind of person I wanted to be. Famous?  No!  I liked to live my own life as everyone else.  Useful?  Yes!  But useful for what?  That’s the point.  Then I get an idea of helping others.  So how can I help them? Meanwhile I began to interest in food.  So why not learn nutrition or dietetics which is related to people’s health and daily life?  Why not study abroad and get something new?  My future is getting clearer and clearer.

     In the other hand, the way we eat is the way we live.  Diet seems as an attitude of life, and nothing can be compared with a healthy life, yet modern people pay little attention on it.  Some serious diseases appear when people are getting older.  In fact, most of them can be avoided only if we have good diets in daily life.  The problem is people don’t know how to eat healthily.  So what I want to do is trying to improve their diets before they get diseases.  It’s a good way to help others.  Then I found my future plan finally, which is studying in nutrition or dietetics and trying to help people live in a healthy way.

     I won’t have farther plans for the future, because world is changing; life is changing; people are changing; I am changing as well.  Farther plans seem meaningless, yet small plans make more sense.  No matter how far you want to go, start from the first step.  To be closer to my future, now I plan to get ready to face the changes and the challenges in my future life whenever it comes.

     Sometimes I wish I could talk with God, and I hope him can make my life wonderful.  I would like to pay for it by my own lifetime ---- take away several years of my life and make the rest of it be amazing...... I don't care if I will die early, but I can't stand if I live with sadness and misfortune. You may think I am nuts, but it's a great bargain, I feel.  If God really exists, I can not only go to the heaven early, but also get a happy life right away.

     Sometimes I just realize most of my friends treat me well, and I can't help sobbing...... Maybe I am a little girl with a big will. I firmly believe the beauty of the world where I can find my happy life eventually. However, happiness seldom come over, and when it comes, I will too happy to accept. What a wonderful life! Do you believe it can be too wonderful to make me die?